Friday, July 16, 2010

abstract thoughts

Thoughts have kept me in this house, in my room. I live on each day fearing that the phone will ring, that messages will fill my e-mail inbox. Contact is inevitable but I will avoid it as long as I can.

I have acquired a new favorite band, The Gorrilaz. That's about it for all i've been up to these days.

Might be purchasing a new computer soon...but is it really worth it?

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

twloha

TWLOHA is by far the most pointless organization on the internet. It pumps peoples minds with hope, and by people I mean teenagers. The people who are probably going to expierience the nuclear holocaust are wasting their time trying to support something that will not change. T-shirts and money will not stop death or it's consequences (or the things that cause it) nor will it change anything about how people think about the world and its current status. See the world for what it really is, a hill, a muddy hill where you ran to escape from hungry wolves...but we have tripped and are slowly sliding to the agonizing death that has now become utterly unavoidable.

Life is serious. Save your own while you still can and don't waste your time trying to fix things that are broken beyond repair. The heart never feels truly healed after it is broken.

You cannot, we cannot, they cannot, and none of us ever will.

Death is a natural process and it is something that is inevitable and unstoppable.

To me it is a busy man that is in a hurry to reach you. Yes, he'll accept help and eventually he will catch up to you.

I'd also like to mention that such a busy person will not be slowed by a bunch of whiny little teenaged "scene kids" are not going to slow him down by giving out hugs. And if i see one more sign like this one pictured here i will set it on fire.





Trying to change what is by filling minds with lies of a better world doesn't help.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Again...

I have realized how futile and monotonous life is. But it is all i have to keep myself entertained. My window is a door for my mind. I am constantly passing through it with my conciousness. Nothing ever happens on my street. Ever.

The sky is seemingly dead from this view.

......still haven't posted any cello playing.

Apparently i'm also suffering from insomnia. I'll keep my few to zero readers posted on that.

Haven't slept for two days. Haven't had hallucinations yet, but it is expected.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I'm Back

Forgive me, non-existent readers.
I have been out of touch lately and i have to write down a few new things here.

Last night I was falling into sleep while watching tv and i thought about this page and wondered why i hadn't written lately so...here goes.

My life has been utterly stubborn. It will not go anywhere. It is like a lawnmower that sits in one place. Just swinging away and not progressing in cutting up anything else within its path.

I have a newfound zeal for aggressively advancing myself through Hickory High's social minefield.

I must say, it is going quite...in fact...extremely well.

Hahahahaha my dear readers, i am so pleased with myself.

Currently I am laughing hysterically.

I should also post that video I was promising everyone, but I just can't seem to get around to it.

Maybe some short stories? I'll see what i have time for...

My fellow pessimists, I say to you, goodnight.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Suburban Monotony

Idiots are a good thing to have in your neighboorhood.

It gives one something to study and watch as they carry out the monotonous task that is each and everyone of their lives.

Everyday I see them outside falling over, struggling. It can become quite entertaining, especially when you learn to time certain events such as when neighboors leave and return home and what they do at specific times of the week as well.

For those of you who think I am into breaking and entering, actually I observe just to observe. For some reason I enjoy watching other people. It's like going to the zoo...at least in our day and age.

My day was long. I played another show at the theater in Norfolk. It went pretty well but i am tired.

How was your day?
Post it in my comments and i'll try to care ):-)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Tired of Aggravated Librarians.

I'd like to log another, if you will, injustice.
Today I had to leave my english class.

At first it was relief but then i arrived at the library to be confronted by three librarians. I was interrogated over a book that one of them forgot to check as they checked it out to me.

Needless to say i was angry.

I was screamed at for about twenty minutes I finally was let off after specifically telling them that I had checked out the book already in that condition (which was the truth). All of this hell was raised over a small stain on the backside of the book.

Bitchy librarians are a curse of the world. The book was not heavily damaged and i acknowledged the stain as i walked out.

I suppose it is my fault for not saying anything about it but honestly, I'm refuse to bitch about a two-inch soda stain on the back of a book from the school library. Which is what they wanted me to do.

They ranted at me for 20 minutes about how "perfect" the library is and how the school is and how the librarians are enforcers of library cleanliness and how they love their books (that aren't theirs) and then just brushed it off...

I am pissed.


"Hickory Hawks are Hickory Vultures. The bleach-blonde scavengers feed on a carrion of drama and lies."

Monday, April 19, 2010



This is simply an announcement. It's a little lengthy, so deal with it.

That odd little click sound that sounds like a broken conveyor belt is my halfway busted camera.